I didn't know then, but I do know now that I have to thank you. For coming into my life. For smiling when I looked at you across the bar and then follow me. Thank you for kind of accept my messy stuff to come into your life and allow me to feel everything but me, for a few moments, while kissing you. And for all the other times we were together and almost didn't talk, just smiles and kissed. It did feel shallow for a couple of times. Anyway I understand now that you were not trying to shut me out from your life. That was just it. That was what I needed. To forget myself, my life, feel something different, feel something better. You allowed that without for nothing in return. Thank you. I does feel that everything has a purpose and I can see clearly why you appeared and your role and importance in my life. I apologise for following the wrong ideas and judgements that came in to my head and that I made about you, even if I didn't tell you. Only now can I apologise and thank you for everything in the most sincere and honest way. The way you deserve.
And, even if you never come to know this, I feel great love for you, the kind of love that makes me wish you the best and that is constantly sending you good energies. It's a great thing to feel this, thank you.
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